karen

2008-06-06T23:40:00.001+08:00

moved. :)

first day!

2008-05-27T10:37:00.002+08:00

so i got up at 3am without sleep because ill go to school early for the adjustment of classes. i arrived at dlsu at 5am and there were already like 15 people in line. thank God elmo was there already so we didn't get bored during the 2 hours of waiting in line. at 630, the lady at the dean's office gave out the numbers. we ate breakfast at mcdo first because the adjustment will start on 830am. then came adjustment. i was really nervous because the subject i wanted to be in has only 1 slot left. luckily, we got inside ahead of everyone else and i got in the class i wanted. we had to cut our first class since it starts at 8am. haha cutting classes during first day. my next class was conadev. the subject's kinda hard and the prof's also strict. in short, i don't like the subject. criselle's my classmate btw and it's kinda awkward cause it's like we don't have anything to talk about anymore. anyway, after that we had another break until 240. our last class is project, which is about project management and we're so lucky to be the first group to report next week. :| haha.

my class for today starts at 240 pm :) haha hopefully today's classes will be better than yesterday's.

missing someone..

2008-05-20T11:25:00.002+08:00

i told you this is gonna be cheesy! haha :)

just arrived from singapore last sunday. i stayed there in my mom's condo for 3 weeks, that's the longest time i've been away from home. that is also the longest time i've been away from elmo. you see, we're with each other 5 days a week (or more) that is why it is so much different being away. right now he's in calatagan with snap boys, and there's no signal so he couldn't even text me. i miss him..

anyway, classes will start next week and i haven't been to the beach yet. i think i won't be able to go to the beach. haha loser me. everyone has been somewhere. :|

back!

2008-05-19T14:34:00.004+08:00

so i decided to start blogging again. it might take a while before i really get into this again but we'll see. :)

there will be no philosophical writings here or others related to it. i'm the least person you could call "philosophical", so i apologize for the very mababaw and cheesy posts to come. :)

2007-12-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

gone.

find me.

random

2007-12-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

this week is hell week once again. 4 papers due this week, 1 reporting, and still lots of reading assignment. i hate pre-final weeks! haven't had proper sleep since.. forgot.

anyway, got my starbucks planner yesterday! haha i never thought i would "get into the bandwagon" but since i like drinking starbucks, i might as well get something from it aside from coffee. :)

its 2:50 pm and i'm already sleepy. maybe ill just sleep. :D

:D

2007-12-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

everything's okay, thank God. :) so happy. don't want that to EVER happen again.

just arrived home from cubao expo. the first few hours were not okay and boring, cause we weren't speaking to each other. but after we made up it was okay na. there were a few stalls so i didn't spend a lot. in fact, i only spent P50. that's so unexpected. haha. i was supposed to buy a dress but i resisted the urge to shop. yay for me! :) hahaha. there were even free food and drinks. when we were getting the free drink (red horse), the guy asked us if we know the band and we said we did and we even called them kuya. haha good thing they didn't realize that we had no idea who they were. haha.

i really love this day (half of it, or 1/4th haha.) i'm so hyper cause of the beer i drank that i can't stop laughing hahaha.

***
i'm thinking of making the other blog my official one, but also a secret one. haha. i said that i'm staying here but i also want my posts to be very personal cause this is only the means of ranting stuff. so i don't know..

curfew?!

2007-11-30T09:56:00.000+08:00

curfew ruined everything. argh. we were supposed to go to the BM party last night. since we were planning to leave elmo's house at around 9, we would arrive there around 930 and my dad would fetch me at 10pm cause its so far from our house (southhh). so we didn't go anymore cause i wouldn't really enjoy. bv. i was looking forward to that pa naman.

haha so barok but i really don't care.

***

i'm so stupid and disappointed with myself.

such a brat. can't even appreciate the things he's doing for me.

i'm sorry.

i'm letting you go. :(

growing old?

2007-11-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

i noticed that most people do not write on their blogs anymore. i still want to continue blogging cause i want something to look back to in the future. i read my old blog and it made me realize how much i changed. the stuff i wrote seems funny to me now but back then i guess i was serious about it.

my point is, this blog is my means of assessing what i have become, what i have gained or lost.

and yeah, ill stick to it.

although i have another blog. hehe

i have another blog.

2007-11-24T13:31:00.000+08:00

what has been happening? a lot. practi bazaar was held last week and it was very exhausting. imagine being in school from 7am-6pm everyday. it was fun nonetheless, and our group has a chance to win the highest gross sales with 33k. :)

last weekend was also our bazaar in tiendesitas, together with teamsolid and flippers, and also anna viola. it was so much fun! :) hehe ultimate shopping experience. imagine buying 5 clothes in just 2 days? i've never done that before cause i'm so kuripot. haha. but when you're in a bazaar, you have this feeling of the need to buy new stuff cause its a normal perception that bazaar stuffs are cheaper than those sold in malls. haha. also ultimate foodtrip experience. omg, i just love eating bibingka, ice cream, taho, barbeque, corn, and so much more. hahaha.

consequence of all of these? well, let me say that i had around 2k before the bazaar and guess what was left? 300. :(

on school matters.. can't really think of anything. oh yeah, we had our enrollment last monday and i just hate the standardization of classes. yeah we would only have 4 class days but with 1.5 hours for each subject?! i really love mwf classes cause its only 1 hour per subject, and now i have to deal with 1.5 hours. despite that, i love my sched. one subject for mw, which is relsfor. :) then for th i have entemis, entepol, intphil, and partcor. 3 hard subjects and 2 not so hard ones. haha. i would also have my lasaret this term with aspeck, anna viola, and tonette mercado.

right now, school really sucks. finals are coming and the profs are already giving us more requirements to pass/do before the finals. let me enumerate them.

behaorg reporting (nov.26)
prodman outline report (nov.24 >TODAY! omg. haha)
prodman 5 pages report (nov.28)
prodman reporting (tom? not sure)
market2 paper (nov.29)
market2 sales report (dec.4)
manpers paper (dec.6)

it doesn't look so hard but believe me it is hard. haha.
***
i've been so masungit lately and its affecting us so much. :(( i wanna change.

house :)

2007-11-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

house marathon for the whole "break" (4 days). i bought season 1,2, and 3 last wednesday cause i dont want to study for my behaorg and prodman test for next week. haha. and yes, we did have classes last wednesday, oh the perks of being a lasallian.

supposed to go to bataan with 4-1 today, but i wasn't allowed because my parents are not here. instead, went to trinoma with elmo. we missed each other. haha couldn't stand being away for more than 2 days. haha. watched balls of fury (he chose the movie). it was ok, i needed a laugh after a fight. :)

anyway, i'm just so bored and i can't sleep. maybe i'll study, now that i'm awake.

exhausted!

2007-10-28T10:28:00.000+08:00

2 days of manning a booth is pretty exhausting, don't you think? it was fun nonetheless, despite the very hot atmosphere, we felt like we were being fried to death. haha.

it felt weird being back in mc. it felt.. different. i'm used to being with my classmates, and when i was there not seeing a single classmate, it was like i've never ever been there. didn't even see most of my teachers, i only saw those that haven't been my teacher. when janina asked me what it felt like to be back, you know what my answer was? wala.

oct 25
we didn't go to mc since we have class, pinky and carlo's shift.

oct 26
went there around 1230 after class. OMG, you coudn't imagine how hot it was. 10 minutes into our shift and we were soaking wet. i was with elmo, sese, pamit, marion and gege uy so it was fun. first three hours were kind of boring since there were no people yet in the fair. people starting coming at around 4. stayed there up to 6pm, then finally closed up the booth. then elmo and i had dinner at flaming wings katipunan. i missed flaming wings. :)

oct 27
went to mc around 9am and stayed there until 630pm. 9 and a half hours of shift is very very tiring. our group was complete so it was so much fun than our first shift. janina and choi were also there. corral and pamit were supposed to come but they had a car accident and were in the police station to fix the charges. closed the booth at around 6, then checked the inventory. went to gateway after with elmo to have dinner.

lesson learned: do not bring money during fairs/bazaars. why? i bought 2 dresses, 1 stuffed toy, 1 t-shirt, lots of food, and lots of snowcone. i am now broke. haha.

DuPlet @ MCHS fair!

2007-10-21T10:28:00.000+08:00

Come and visit us in Miriam College High School on October 25 - 27!

ASPECK Inc. will be selling their very own DuPlet, a dual pocket wallet with a unique twist :)

so what are you waiting for? :)
Visit us at booth 31. (covered area) from 9am to 6pm.

See you there!

DuPlet. Own your style.

*for inquiries about the product visit http://aspeck.multiply.com

this made our night :)

2007-10-13T00:33:00.001+08:00

cholo villanueva and rico maierhofer dancing to the tune of neyo's because of you. :)

now with coach franz pumaren. :)

congrats to la salle for winning against ue. hehe fun fun victory party last night, although i wasn't able to get the free food (pizza hut and krispy kreme!!!).

anyway, thank you to those who greeted me on my birthday! :) love my birthday btw, champions. haha and i was with my closest friends (from dlsu), and elmo's sister!

happy birthday to my fellow october celebrants:
oct 3 - Shari
oct 13 - Justine
oct 14 - Ruth
oct 15 - Bea

i'm selling stuff for our market2 class (jansport, victorinox, timbuk2, nike, adidas, sanuk, staedtler, and many more..) just visit my multiply.

im kinda having adrenaline rush so bear with me. :)

hail!

2007-09-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

never shall we fail.

65 - 60. :)

tired

2007-09-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

waking up 4 in the morning isn't fun at all. i'm sooo tired, yet i still love my mwf schedule. 7am-1030 haha. talo kami kay mahir and arn, 700-920, what kind of sched is that?

our second subject is prodman, Production Management, but it's like we enrolled in a history subject. what does japan have to do with production? a lot actually, but the point is we should be focusing on production itself. :|

as for manpers, our prof is gay. yeah, second time to have a really gay prof. super fun and interesting topics but also super strict in attendance. i should be more careful, don't want any FAs anymore.

so far, so good. :)

*****
Love doesn't sit there like a stone, it has to be made, like bread: remade all the time, made new.

- Og Mandino

for the love of the game.

2007-09-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

D-L-S-U Animo La Salle!

don't you just love UAAP games? school spirit and adrenaline rush through our bodies. shouting our cheers as loud as we can and punching our fists as if the world depends on it. it's like we're on a battlefield and our voices are bombs thrown back to the other team.

La Salle lost to Ateneo. 89-87. it sucks that we lost but you just have to admit, La Salle-Ateneo games will always be a classic. no matter how mad both teams are to each other during the game, we always still have respect for the other team at the end of the game. it can be pathetic how everyone seems to be affected by it, but that is college basketball, and i guess college wouldn't be complete without it.

****
it's elmo's 20th today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :) just came home from our dinner with his family in gateway. thank you, super! :)

There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something, someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing

Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

nth layout.

2007-09-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

this is my nth layout, in case you've noticed.

yeah, this is how bored i am.

haha. thanks to blogskins.

im so bored. this is what i've been doing everyday since our break: sleep, eat, tv, net, eat, sleep, net. i haven't been out of the house, i'm exaggerating of course, but you get the picture. i guess i should spend as much time sleeping cause i won't be having much time for that when classes starts again, which is next week btw. yeah, our "term break" is five days only.

anyway, it's the 7th today. happy. ♥

***
cara: yup, hehe ikaw yun kasi nakita ko number mo. then we tried to call you hindi mo sinasagot. haha go kaya mo yan. :) kita tayo.

bad day

2007-09-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

had our course card day today and i got not so good results. actually, it's not good at all.

got FA in kaspil. first time. i hate morning classes.

mediocre grades. obviously, it's not advisable to exert your efforts in your majors, like what i did (actually, we all got very low grades in our minor subjects). im very happy that we got the highest grade for our major subject, which is the most important in our academic life right now, but it also sucks that we got low grades in exchange. i know you must probably be thinking that its one subject against five, but the workload that was demanded from us was just unreasonable.

well i really can't do anything about it, can i?

blank

2007-09-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

i seriously have nothing to write about.

the term is finally over. so far, this is the worst term, i feel like im going to fail every subject. well, cant really say anything until our course card day. on the other hand, im very happy about our entres grade. we got a 4.0, and i think there were only 3 groups who got it. hard work really does pay off. :D

the past week has been an emotional roller coaster for me.

"Love comes. It just does. No trumpets, no hurrahs, no fireworks. It just comes into your life like a whisper, a rustling of the leaves. And when you realize that it’s there, your heart doesn’t burst, as some say. It’s an everyday thing, like a seed growing out of the ground. When you see a person in a whole different way and in a whole different light, then brace yourself – love comes."

*****
steph: i miss you too! :)
cara: mag-globe ka na! hehe i miss you too! :)

ill be going to UST soon, i think. see you all! :)

6-day weekend

2007-08-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

just what i expected..

Message forwarded by
Office of the Dean of Student Affairs
De La Salle University - Manila

============ ========= ========= =========
From the Office of the Chancellor
De La Salle University - Manila

In view of the lost class days brought about by Typhoon Egay, please
be informed of the revised academic calendar for Term 1, SY 2007-08,
as follows:

21 Aug (Tue)-Regular class day (to follow a Monday schedule)
22 Aug (Wed)-Regular class day (to follow a Wednesday schedule)
23 Aug (Thu)-Regular class day (to follow a Thursday schedule)
24 Aug (Fri)-Regular class day (to follow a Friday schedule)

27 Aug (Mon)-Holiday (No classes)
28 Aug (Tue)-Final Exam Week (Day 1)
29 Aug (Wed)-Final Exam Week (Day 2)
30 Aug (Thu)-Final Exam Week (Day 3)
31 Aug (Fri)-Final Exam Week (Day 4)
01 Sept(Sat)-Final Exam Week (Day 5)

04 Sept(Tue)-Course Card Distribution Day (Undergraduate and Graduate)

Thank you.

goodbye term break. :(

...

2007-08-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

no classes again tomorrow. argh.

this is very bad for Lasallians cause:

we have lots of group paper as our final exam and having no classes means we cannot meet, which also means cramming.
more importantly: our finals week is coming up! next week to be exact. this means self-study for us and it's so not easy to study quatech or legalen by ourselves.

i just hope classes wont extend since we only have one week for our term break.

busy...

2007-08-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

...yet i'm still blogging. i'm procrastinating again.

things to do:

~~enviphy report (aug.15)~~
~~enviphy group paper (aug.30)~~
~~enviphy individual paper (aug.30)~~
~~enviphy long exam (aug.30)~~
~~fabuman integration paper (aug.17)~~
~~fabuman bonus paper (aug.30)~~
~~legalen graded recitation (aug.16)~~
~~legalen project (aug.14)~~
~~quatech homework (aug.14)~~
~~quatech quiz - decision theory (aug.14)~~
~~quatech project paper (aug.21)~~
~~entres2 final paper - hardbound (aug.28)~~
~~quatech finals (aug.28)~~
~~legalen finals (aug.28)~~

6 papers to goooo. :|

*****

i'm so missing highschool. i miss how excited i was to go to school everyday just because of my friends and 4-1. i miss how we would text one another during midnight just to ease away the hassle of academic paper. i miss the circle-thing we used to do just to relieve our stress. i miss the food that was being sold inside the classroom. i miss how we would cheat during physics/ filipino time. i miss our KSP days, especially during CAT. i miss going to katipunan everyday after class. i miss our unusual seating arrangement with the three blocks competing against one another. i miss how we would encourage one another during reports and speeches. i miss choralfest and songfest even though we wouldn't have time to eat. i miss our cheer during intrams. i miss the last first friday mass when teacher ed went to us, and how almost all of us cried. i miss soirees which never seem to be successful except for the first one. i miss being fetched by my schoolbus, and waiting for the bus during dismissal. i miss blush. i miss 6feet. i miss the simplicity of highschool.

survey

2007-08-11T12:02:00.000+08:00

this is me procrastinating. :)

**basics**

*Full name: karen b. (hehe dont wanna post my full name)
*Nickname: karen, kai, kar (haha tamad ka ba), batali (long story..)
*Location: QC
* Birthday: Oct 7, 1988
*Gender: F
*Righty or Lefty: Righty
*Screenname: ???
* Who lives with you: immediate family. hehe
* When is your bedtime?: between 12am and 530am :)
* Fav Color/s: black, red, blue, pink

** your looks **
* Height: haha 5 something
* Shoe size: 6 on slippers and 7 on shoes (magkaiba eh)
* Hair Color: Black
* Hair Length: Long.. below the shoulders.
* Eye Color: dark brown
* Size: small
* Glasses: yup
* Braces: still
* Piercings: none, i guess.
* Tattoos: none.

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
* Flown on a plane: yes.
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: nearly but no.
* Missed school because it was raining: yup. i love the rain.
* Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: haha yup.
* Been hurt emotionally: yup.
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: never. although.. hmm..
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: not really
* Cut your hair: by myself? never, i think.
* Had crush on a teacher? nope.
* Kissed your cousin: my youngest cousin who just turned 2 :)
* Ran away: yeah thought of it.
* Pictured your crush naked: no.
* skipped school: haha i'm on the limit now.
* Broken someone's heart: no. always the other way around.
* Been in love: currently.
* Cried when someone died: fortunately, no.
* Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: before.
* Done something embarrassing: often.
* Done a drug: never.
* Cried in school: yup. hehe
* Made out with JUST a friend?: no.
* Kissed two people in the same day?: no.
* Been rejected: more like ignored.
* Cheated on someone?: no.
* Been cheated on?: i'm not sure.. hehe
* Been kissed?: yup
* Done something you regret?: yeah.. never liked to regret though..

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
* Cried: nope. :)
* Worn jeans: yup, to school.
* Met someone New online: no.
* Done laundry: no.
* Fave Person to talk to online: old friends. YM has only been the form of communication these days.
* Drove a car: still don't know how. except the basics.
* Talked on the phone: no, slept immediately.
* Kissed someone: yup.
* Said "I love you": yup.

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
* Yourself: yes, shouldn't I?
* Your friends: of course. i love my friends.
* Santa Claus: never, even when i was a kid.
* Tooth Fairy: haha is this the same about throwing your tooth on the roof?
* Destiny/Fate: i think so.
* Angels: yes, i guess.
* Ghosts: don't want to, but i do.
* UFO's: no.
* God: of course.

----------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
* Do you ever wish you had another name? i wish i had a longer name.
* Do you like anyone? yes.
* Which one of your friends acts the most like you: most of my friends are my opposite.
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: not really sure. hehe
* Who's the loudest: a lot actually. like what i said, most of my friends are my opposite. :)
*Who's your closest girl thats a friend: don't know. i like to think they're all equal.
* Who's the shyest? none, i think i'm the only one.
* Are you close to any family members?: yes.. hmm not really.
* Who do you hang out with the most? now? aspeck. hehe elmo.
* When did you cried the most: last fight.. last last week.
* Worst Feeling: losing loved ones. same.

WHICH IS BETTER
* Coke or Pepsi: coke. i'm addicted to coke.
* Sprite or 7UP: neither.
* Girls or Guys: girls, for friends.
* Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaved (what is this btw?)
* Blondes or Brunettes: brown.. hehe
* Tall or Short: tall.
* Pants or Shorts: shorts are more comfy, but pants.
* Day/Night: night.. i'm a night person.
* Summer/Winter: summer, of course we have no winter here.
* Lace or Satin: satin. cotton.

THE LAST TIME YOU...
* Showered: last night. i just woke up.
* Stepped outside: last night. haha
* Romantic memory: everyday. :)

RANDOMS
* Your Good Luck Charm: i have none.
* Person You Hate Most: i hate hating people, but of course there are some exceptions. :)
* On your desk: papers.. lots of it.
* Picture on your desktop: beach.
* Movie: fave? latest would be transformers, and the simpsons. :)
* Cars: beetle, and a bmw convertible.
* Ice Cream: chocolate, strawberry, cookies and cream, cheese, haha
* Season: summer, christmas season.
* Breakfast Food: egg and bacon.
* Do you paint your nails: yup.
* What color is your tooth brush: purple/ pink.
* Do you like roller coasters: yup, i love roller coasters.
* Do you do drugs: never.
* Do you have any pets: dogs. :)

SWEET NOTHINGS:
* Makes you laugh the most: elmo, aspeck, 4-1
* Makes you smile: same people. :)
* Can make you feel better no matter what: family, elmo, close friends.
* Has A Crush On You: no one maybe.
* Do You Have A Crush On Someone: i don't seem to have a crush on anyone ever since.
* Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: not really sit by the phone, but i waited for someone to call because he promised to.
* Save E-mails: yeah.
* Forward secret E-mails: nope.
* Wish you were someone else: sometimes.. before..
* Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yeah.
* Kiss: yes.
* Cuddle: yeah.
* Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: yup. hehe

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
* You touched?: elmo? or dad?
* You talked to on the phone?: elmo.
* You hugged? elmo. haha
* You instant messaged?: my legalen classmate, who never replied btw.
* You kissed?: elmo.
* You yelled at?: hmm..
* You thought about?: legalen classmates..
* Who text messaged you?: elmo.
* Who broke your heart?: ...
* Who told you they loved you?: everyone. hahahha

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
* What do you notice first: eyes and smile.
* First boyfriend?: current one.
* First kiss?: hehe

** love and relationships **
* Sexual Preference: opposite sex.
* Do you believe in love at first sight: no, crush maybe.
* What do you look for in a guy/girl: attitude, background (yeah.. haha), humor is very important
* Best physical feature: eyes and smile.. must have nice teeth. haha
* Best hair color: dark.
* Best eye color: dark.

DO YOU...
* Color your hair? want to but my mom doesn't approve of it.
* Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: :)
* Own a webcam?: yeah, very handy when traveling.
* Own a thong?: hahaha gift. :)
* Ever get off the damn computer? sleep. hahaha lots of paperrrr.
* Habla espanol: no.

** fashion **
* Where do you shop: anywhere. :)
* What do you usually wear: jeans, shirt, flip flops.. everyday look. :)
* What kind of shoes do you wear?: flip flops.
* Do you wear a watch: always, cant go out without one.
* Color you never wear: orange. hehe
* Color you wear at least once a week: pink. :)
* Something you wear everyday: underwear. haha
* Do you wear make up everyday: never.. not even when going out. i hate makeup. haha
* Make up essential: previous answer.. lip balm. :)
* Most cherished piece of clothing: mango and esprit shirts.
* Do you wear belts: no.
* Do you wear hats: no.
* How many pairs of shoes do you have: don't know

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

* Obsessive?: yes.
* Compulsive?: yes.
* Ever been Depressed? yes.

** music **
* Favorite kind of music: alternative, rock, reggae..
* How many CD's do you have: few.
* Last CD you bought: don't know.
* Whats in your CD player right now: none.
* Do you download music: always. haha

** Favorites **
* Color: black, red, blue, pink
* Number: 7
* Season: summer
* Website: this blog, multiply.. mylasalle and ivle (cant survive school without these..)
* Quote: hmm.. i like poems more.
* Band: coldplay
* Rapper: i dont like rap
* Song: current? signal fire, lovers and friends
* Movie: many.
* Actor: no specific actor.. but i hate nicolas cage.
* Actress: same.
* Kind of movies: deep movies. haha sci-fi.
* Place/s to be: house, school, malls haha
* Time of day: 9pm
* Animal: dog
* Food: pasta, chicken, fries, sushi!
* Holiday: christmas.
* Shape: shape?
* Restaurant: cibo.. and saisaki.
* Fast food place: wendy's and burger king.
* Word: ehh .. is that even a word?
* Month: oct, dec, may, sept. hahaha
* Candy: mentos apple flavor!
* Cartoon Character: patrick star :D
* Fave Food: a lotttt..
* Fave Drink: water, coke..
* Fave sports: used to be volleyball.. basketball..
* Fave automobile: car? hehe dunno.

that was long.

can't wait for term break

2007-08-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

i want to sleep. i need to sleep. i thought having no classes would mean having time to rest and sleep but then again, still met with group mates at pinky's house and did our paper. yeah, despite the typhoon and flood.

i want to write some more but school refuses me to. still have to read legalen. i hate law, to think i wanted to be a lawyer. haha. suddenly i wanna shift to architecture or interior design, wherein there are no or few accounting, law, and business plan.

Signal Fire

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just span right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I ain't gonna wait forever
No I ain't gonna wait forever
In the confusion and the aftermath,
[ Signal Fire lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this here falls away to leave me naked,how embarrassing
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this here falls away to leave me naked,how embarrassing
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

No I ain't gonna wait forever
No I ain't gonna wait forever
No I ain't gonna wait forever

:)

2007-08-08T11:20:00.000+08:00

three! :)

happy babe :)

un-hibernate

2007-08-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

i almost forgot that we have an online test today for fabuman. haha my plan for hibernating was not successful. :(

i finished harry potter last week. yeah late, i know. although it was kinda dragging for some parts, i loved it. elmo and i also watched the movie last night. i really do not like harry potter movies. It was better directed than the other movies but they tend to not include a lot of stuff and it's frustrating (for me). Better stick with the book. haha.

PamQ tagged me couple of days ago, so here it is:

In the 8 facts about [name], you share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 Random Facts About Me:

i hate onions. i loathe onions.
i love rock/alternative music.
i can't go out without a watch.
i quit drinking alcohol.
i used to smoke (less than 10 times haha)
i have another blog (a secret one)
i can be a detective/stalker (some people know this. :))
i can take a bath lasting for 2 hours.

funny how i can write a lot of stuff here and none on my test. yup, still taking the test, while blogging. :)

*my layout looks weird in internet explorer. i'm using mozilla btw.

let's hibernate

2007-08-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

yey!

done with the defense.

92.50% :)

will hibernate for three days since there is no classes tom. :)

the end is near.

2007-07-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

we had our enrollment for next term awhile ago. well, good luck to me. :| five MAJOR subjects in one term? not to forget other subjects as well. i doubt if i can pass all of those. anyway, i'm already kinda okay with the idea of being delayed, of graduating on march instead of october. i already talked to my mom about it and she preferred for me to graduate on march, hehe weird. the down side is, i won't be graduating with most of my friends. :(

rest, finally!

2007-07-15T15:43:00.000+08:00

a lot has been happening. we're finally done with our mock oral defense. yey! great job guys for being the BEST, as what our prof said. :) that's so great despite our cramming and our sleepless nights for the past two weeks. also for almost (for me, not almost) failing other subjects just for entres. but seriously speaking, i haven't been working hard and i really want to shift already. the only thing that's holding me back is my busorga grade. stupid 2.0. yeah, and someone of course.

so, i had an intimate time with my bed this weekend, and i'm gonna miss her again for two weeks, until our real defense. :(

PamQ tagged me. gonna answer that next time i blog. :)

two!

2007-07-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

happpppyyyyy :)

but still busy. haaaay.

*****
yeaaahhhh. we're back. haha won over UP. :)

:)

2007-07-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

i love Transformers!!! haha, surprising. :)

bumblebee. :)

hahaha yay!

midterm week

2007-07-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

still busy. BUT im blogging, haha!

we had our pictorials for our yearbook yesterday. i still cant believe we're already doing this. ayaw ko pa maggraduate. time flies by so fast. its been three years since my last graduation, but it seems like yesterday, and now ill be graduating again. nakakatakot.

im gonna write a detailed entry when i have the time. but for now, time for school! :(

busy!

2007-06-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

things to do:

fabuman genogram
fabuman case analysis - done
kaspil individual assessment - done
kaspil historical account
quatech case analysis: LP simplex method
quatech quiz: simplex and sensitivity analysis
legalen reading assignment
enviphy reporting
entres chap 2 submission - done
entres job shop and assembly
entres AVP shooting - done
entres plant visitation and teambuilding
entres chap 3 paper

been going to different schools for our product testing: MC, CSB, St. Scho, St. Paul, LSGH, UST. i saw shari, steph, and cara in UST. yeyyy thanks for your help!! :) next time i'll visit you without the survey! hahaha. :)

so busy. ENTRES2 is taking over our lives. :| waaaaahhh. shift shift! hahaha too late now. :|

*****

belated happy birthday to PAM QUIZON. miss you!!! :)

edit:

June 26
4/13!!! 9 more to go :(

nueva!ü

2007-06-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

i just arrived from nueva ecija awhile ago. spent 3 days in talavera with elmo, pinky and carlo. :). hehe. sese wasn't able to join us, sayang.

rundown of what happened (not much, really..):

june 8
-went to school (cut kaspil, tsk..)
-cholo's house with elmo, pammit, and cholo of course
-jack's loft
-cholo's house again
-pinky's house (3am)

june 9
-went to the bus station at 9am (supposed to be 4am.. hahaha)
-i was scared of the trip cause there was recently a news about a hold-up in a bus going to nueva.
-got stranded for 1 hour. the bus broke down. how lucky. :|
-after the bus was fixed, the aircon still wasn't working. super super init.
-arrived at pinky's house in nueva around 3pm
-super big house.. and lot. :)
-went to our subcontractor for our company
-do our paper
-eat, sleep, basketball, eat. :)

june 10
-finish paper
-eat, sleep, bike, basketball, eat
-we were supposed to go home but we decided to extend. yey. :)
-we had our "sportsfest" from 11pm-2am. hahaha
-basketball, biking, and badminton up to 2am.
-funnn :)

june 11
-went home around 11am (supposed to be 8am. haha)
-bought pasalubong. super sarap pastillas and silvanas.
-pinky's house in cubao at around 2pm
-home

now, back to reality:
kaspil, legalen, and entres. :(

*****
i loved this song for years. :)

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready

I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

6.07.07

2007-06-07T09:29:00.000+08:00

yeyyyy!!! ♥♥♥

*i am starting to hate my groupmates. shift na to: ACM! my dream course. haha 3 years to 5 years. hmm, let's see.

**tinatamad na ko magblog. hehe next time na.

2007-06-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

Daylight on my shoulder
Makes me feel alive
You kept me standing in your shadow
And it's a cold cold place to hide
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I know you won't leave me
But just turn and walk away
I'm tired of when you kick me around
Trying to kill my dreams and break me down
But I won't hang around
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I was staring at the sun
Daylight on my shoulder
I know its time to run
Yes I know its time to run
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe (stealing every breath I breathe)
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
Yeah, yeah staring at the sun
You took everything while I was staring at the sun

*****
read some of my entries from my previous blog. haha i was laughing the whole time. i realized i was sooo shallow back then. i hope i changed. :)

school.

2007-05-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

i love my sched. :) i finally got my dream sched. haha output of lining up for 2 hours just to adjust my sched.

first week is over. haha. i did not go to school on the first day cause i got sick. what a time to get sick. then on the second day i went to school very early just to adjust my sched. i still have terror profs, but i love the time. :) hehe. on the third day i wasn't able to go to my first class cause i wasn't able to wake up early. wow, what a way to start the school year? hahaha. then still went to school last saturday for entres orientation. super bummer. saturday was supposed to be our rest day. anyway it was kind of okay since all we did was sit down. :)

i also went to mich's birthday celebration last friday. it was fun to see 4-1 people again, even if only few came. hehe special mention to cara: nagkita narin tayo sa wakas. :) haha drank a lot of uhm, i don't know what it's called, it's an alcoholic drink that tastes like a juice. i love that drink, at hindi pa nakakalasing. :) hehe also ate a lot of cream puff. yummm.

due to my katakawan, i lost my voice the morning after mich's celebration. and until now i still don't have it, and its worse. i completely cannot speak, everytime i try to my throat hurts. it also hurts everytime i eat something, so i cannot really eat. this week is the worst week of the year so far, with my being sick and all. :(

i want to sleep, but i can't cause i've been sleeping for the whole day. and i'm waiting for my mcdo from my dad. yey. :)

happiness. :)

2007-05-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

found this in darlene's multiply:

You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

i know what happiness is. :)

*****
my mom left again for singapore yesterday then my brother will follow on friday. so, i'm mom-less and brother-less for the next couple of months. although i'm used to it, i still miss my mom. :|

i watched shrek3 with friends last night in market market. we had no choice but to watch there because we were all wearing pambahay clothes. haha. shrek3 was ok, but not that great. i still liked the previous one more.

*****
school will start on wednesday. time flies by so fast, really.

wow, last year. LAST year. i wonder...

2007-05-12T12:59:00.000+08:00

so our meeting wont push thru on sunday. i gave up my weekend for nothing. i hate them. haaaay.

new layout

2007-05-12T02:04:00.000+08:00

new layout! :) from blogskins.

yeah, i'm bored. i'm alone at home cause my family went to quezon this morning. i didn't go with them cause we're supposed to have a meeting for school on sunday, but i just found out it might not push thru. wow, great.

anyway, we were planning to go out tomorrow to celebrate may 7, but due to inevitable circumstances, we can't. i was really disappointed cause i was looking forward to it, but there is always a next time. :)

it's already 2:17am, better sleep.

*****
i'm lovin life.. and you. ♥

May 7, 2007

2007-05-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

i love this day. :)

may

2007-05-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

wow, it's may already. :(

may = school. . for us anyway.

i don't want to go to school yet. i still want to enjoy my last summer vacation ever. cause next summer we won't have a vacation, and there's no more vacation when you're working right?

i can't believe i'll be on my last year already this coming school year. time flies by so fast. i don't want to work yet. hehe i'm thinking of just taking some time off before i work, maybe a month or two. haha it's so weird thinking about work, makes me feel so old.

i read steph's blog, the one about sir castro. haha mamatay na lahat ng cheaters. aww i miss highschool, 4-1, 6feet, blush. life was so simple back then, and now i'm thinking about work. i want to go back.

2007-04-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

got this from Julie's blog:

Directions: Go to Google and search "_____ likes to" (ex. "Karen likes to"). Include the quotation marks. Type in the first ten things that come out.

1. Karen likes to color.
2. Karen likes to play jokes on people using a whoopee cusion and inherit the wind jokes..
3. Karen likes to work for grace but never shows it.
4. Karen likes to dance.
5. Also Karen likes to take trips to see her daughter out of state frequently.
6. Karen likes to work outside.
7. Karen likes to sew.
8. Karen likes to get the guests involved -- she shares her microphone and lets everyone be a star at the party.
9. Karen likes to involve herself with are the Nevada Watercolor Society, the Vegas Artists Guild and the local Muscular Dystrophy Association.
10. Karen likes to play with herself. ->hahahaha!

2007-04-26T16:16:00.000+08:00

ayoko na. :(

alone..

2007-04-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

i'm all alone here in singapore, and i'm so bored. my mom and bro went to the airport with ninang yen cause she's going back to the philippines today. have a safe flight. :)

my trip going here went ok even if i was alone. haha i was sleeping the whole time in the plane cause i hate flying, and i have headaches whenever i'm in the plane. the immigration here kinda scared me, cause they were so strict, and thank God i didn't get lost, haha i just followed the people who were in the plane with me.

i spent my first few days here going around, familiarizing myself with the place again, and also to tour my ninang cause it was her first time here. we went to sentosa yesterday, did the same old thing. we went inside the underwater something, haha, and also to the palawan beach with my mom while my bro and ninang watch the dolphin show. we also watched the songs of the sea.. well it was better than the musical fountain. awhile ago we went to some malls at the orchard road to buy some pasalubongs of ninang. it was so tiring and hassle cause it was raining ( kinda rare here.. ). i wanted to buy some things a while ago, but as usual, the kuripot side of me took place. haha :)

two more weeks here. i don't know what else i'm gonna do. i'm definitely missing some people, especially someone. i can't believe we would fight over some simple issue and through text. wow, our fight costs P15/text. haha thank God all is fine now. :)

i'm so bored right now. i've nothing to do in the internet, nothing to watch, i cannot text somebody cause my dad will kill me again cause of my bill, and i'm alone. :(

*****
i noticed that i've been blogging almost everyday. haha. i love blogging. :)

happy days :)

2007-04-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

i passed! i passed everything, including econtwo. haha oh miracles really do happen. i'm happy with my grades even though its not high or anything, cause my subjects were really hard this term. i even got surprised with my entres grade. i really thought that i would get a 1.5 or 2.0 only, but i got 3.0! :) yey, sooo happy. :) it got even better cause elmo got 2.5 on his repeated subjects, which means that his accumulated failures have decreased. yey more. :)

ill really work harder next term. goal: dl. :)

still happy!

2007-04-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

i'm still sooo happy! its not just because of my grades, but also because of other things as well. i really feel so blessed right now, and also very thankful for all the things that are happening and the people around me. i've never been this happy. :) it's true that if you live your life one day at a time, you learn to be happy cause of the simple things around you. i'm glad that i've somehow gotten rid of my thinking self, in which i think of every possible detail about something to the point that i don't enjoy anything anymore. i've always been someone who just goes with the flow and for some reason, that characteristic of me kinda changed in the last few months. i'm happy that my old self is back again, life is much more interesting.

*****

what am i doing? haha i should be asleep right now. i'll be leaving for singapore tomorrow morning, and i'm still blogging. pray for me cause i'll be going there alone. i cannot be alone, i'm a cat, i cannot remember directions (according to elmo). haha. hopefully i won't get lost ( sa airport palang baka mawala na ako.. ). haha i'm nervous.

bored...

2007-04-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

i am so bored. :(

i made a new layout for this blog, cause i have nothing better to do! hahaha :) i've been playing with photoshop, and i've actually done a lot of uhm artwork? hehe. i want the photoshop magazine but it costs P999, too expensive. :(

*****

met up with steph, shari, diane and marc yesterday at gateway. finally saw steph and shari again after a whole year. all we did was talk and catch up. it was fun despite the freezing temperature in gateway. hehe

*****

tomorrow is our course card day. not nervous or anything about my grades since i kinda have an idea already. my econtwo is just so depressing, knowing that i would fail and would have to repeat that subject next term. i already knew from the start that i wouldn't learn anything (exag..) from that prof, i should have dropped it at the start of the term. instead i decided to give it a chance and thought that maybe my impression of the prof isn't true. well it is, and look where it got me. 3 units down the drain, and not to mention 6k-7k tuition.

*****
shit i'm so bored.

this is my routine whenever i'm at home:

wake up around 10am-12nn or 1pm
eat ( or sometimes i don't eat anymore.. )
take a bath
watch tv
internet
watch tv
eat ( sometimes i skip this too.. tsk tsk..)
watch tv
internet
watch tv
sleep at around 1am-3am

i am not yet enjoying my summer, and to think it has only been less than a week since my vacation started. my body clock has changed, and i don't like that. haha. i have to think of something to do this summer, before my boredom drives me crazy.

*****
Best Of Me

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other too
much to have had to let go

we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you

we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up

we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

2007-04-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

i came across this while i was blog-hopping:

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=123456789 87654321

the beauty of mathematics.

*****
from postsecret:

****
yeah, i am bored. :)

horoscope

2007-04-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

April 16, 2007

Libra (9/23-10/22)

It can be tough to be out of sync with your close friends -- especially if they're in romantic relationships and you're not (or vice versa). Of course, any conflicts you're feeling now are not just about relationships, but there's no denying that it can be hard to relate to people who don't understand where you're coming from -- or where you're going. Perhaps you should stop trying so hard! Just respect where they are in their lives, and they will respect where you are in yours.

my horoscope for today is very apt? i really don't believe in horoscope, but this one is very true. i guess that's really what have been experiencing or feeling since it started. as much as i want to tell my friends my situation, i really can't because they really wouldn't understand it cause they have never been in that kind of situation before. yeah, and this not just about relationships, my horoscope said it all. its like, we have nothing to talk about anymore. if you've never seen a friend for such a long time, as much as you want to tell stories of what has been happening to you, you really can't if that friend is not in the same viewpoint as yours. the topics you both love talking about before may not be his/her interest today. it's sad that we are all slowly drifting apart, slowly going to our own separate lives, with different set of friends and interests.

It can be tough to be out of sync with your close friends...

criselle's 19th!

2007-04-14T11:31:00.000+08:00

third term is finally over. yehey! :) i had my last finals yesterday, and what a relief!! really. cant express my happiness through this blog. haha exag but if you just know what we have been doing then you'll understand. :)

went to criselle's 19th birthday celebration last night. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELLE!!! went around 930 at fort with anna. i finally saw anna after a whole year. last time i saw her was last year pa during selle's 18th birthday. the "dinner" was held at mint, supposed to be at pier1 but there were no available seats (it's okay selle, we enjoyed the night.). diane, ruth, leah, bries were also there, with their boyfriends. there were also some lasallians, and micko was also there! surprising. haha he was looking for elmo, but elmo couldn't come. grabe, you would really feel lonely last night if you don't have a boyfriend, good thing anna, pams, and julie lorenzo were there. i just remembered, diane was pda-ing last night. hahaha weird. check out my multiply, i'll upload some pics and you would see. really pda.

went to embassy after mint and we just danced the night away. i'm not a "house" person so just went inside for some hip-hop/dance-able music. haha there was this guy who danced really like there's no tomorrow. hahaha. it was fun to be with high school friends, really different from college friends. hehe went home around 230 am, and finally slept. haha. thanks selle. :)

random

2007-04-07T10:29:00.000+08:00

im so bored. i cant believe im bored, its been a long time. haha. it's the third day of our 5-day break. we'll have our finals next week. wow, sana tinuloy-tuloy nalang nila yung break.

anyway, im missing everyone, specially high school friends. steph, cara magkita kita naman tayo. :) anna's planning another batangas trip pala, sana matuloy para may get-together naman.

im making a website for our entres group, and na-addict ako. i keep on making a new website, or changing it. haha im stalling from studying for my finals. good luck to me.

ok, this entry's so random. i need a vacation.

*****

The Boston Drama

Standard pick-up lines that seems to wreck your bones
Can this be a sequel of my dying hope?
Chasing down a never ending make-believe
But you're a perfect match of consistency
Will you come back in a heartbeat?
Don't be confused of what a great thing we could be
We'll take a walk on the same street
Can you tell me how Boston is like without me?
You're image is stamp beneath the insides of my heart
Now you're gone I don't know where to start
The evidence is showing like a stable apprehension
But you're the only one who's apt for this affection

entres/spectacle

2007-03-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

we had our chap 1 and 2 presentation and product critiquing yesterday morning, and it didn't go well. let me just say that we have to redo everything from scratch (that's four papers all in all). although it was not explicitly said, we know that's what they meant. after the presentation we were supposed to do our chap 3 but we weren't in the mood so we just went to elmo's house to eat and rest before the spectacle party.

pinky and carlo left elmo's house at around 4 pm cause they had to go to the party earlier. i stayed there until 8, then went to the party with elmo and cyrile. the party was ok. i really don't consider it a party cause it is simply a Mr. and Ms. BM. we saw a lot of familiar faces, cause majority are BM majors. kerwin (haha) and tonette won the contest. went home afterwards cause i was really tired (wearing 3-inch heels all day isn't fun) even though i wanted to go to saguijo with them.

yeah so our ordeal isn't done yet. it wouldn't be finished until we graduate. i really envy those who are already done with the school year and starting their summer vacation. our break is still on april 20something up to may 23, and that one month of break will still be allotted to our papers. we are all so tired and all of the BM majors who are taking up entres haven't had a good sleep since the start of the term. we are, well i am, starting to give up. i want to shift.

on a lighter side, everything has been great. happy.

now, i thank you. :)

2007-03-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

i thought it was over, yet funny how things work out.

thank you! :)

cara, magpakabait na tayo!

i'm sorry...

2007-03-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

thank you.

i'm sorry.

*****
This bottle is bringing me down
No comfort for me in this town
All the faith in these eyes
Lost the glow and just dies
I pray, redeem this heart
And be here now.

In this war
The tears in my eyes says it all
Put all of my faith in you now
When all of the world says
We wont make it through
We’ll battle the world.

I feel so alone
The situation’s desperate
Until I’ve found my life again I drown
So save me now
Breathe new life in me...

I greet the morning sky
The sun dries tears in my eyes
Awaken this sleeping heart of mine
And be here now...

Awaken this heart.

stress - new hair!

2007-03-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

hell term.

i just got home from school. yeap, we had our entres1 long quiz awhile ago, 7-9pm. talk about stress man. seriously. but i am confident that i did well in this test. i'm supposed to do well cause i flunked the first two tests. haha =)

wala lang. just want to rant. stress reliever. is there such a thing? haha sabaw mode. sorrryyy.

anyway, i'll post pics showing my new hair (for Pam!). haha it's not that obvious.

i'm with my two closest girl friends in school, pinky and sese. =)

i have bangs!

2007-03-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

up on an early saturday morning. this is only the "rest" time we have and the only time we could do everything aside from school. i've been mentioning school in my blog cause that's really the only thing that i've been doing. well, not really, but you get my point, right? haha

i got a new haircut last wednesday, and i got bangs. haha i swore to myself that i would never have bangs but then again, i did cause i was really tired of my old haircut. i had that kind of hairstyle since i've been born, it was never changed until last wed. it was kind of a big deal for me, i guess people wouldn't understand. it was a form of change, and for once i wanted a change, not just in myself but in my life in general. i've been looking at my life in a negative aspect (yey aspeck! haha inside joke). its like, everytime i do something, i always think that something bad will happen or it will have a negative outcome. i want to change that. i want to have a positive outlook in my life. i've been happy these past few weeks/months and i guess i've realized that there is much more to life than problems. the things around us should be enjoyed.

great day.

2007-02-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

great day. =)

i want to write an entry, but i have to do a lot of stuff.

still, great, great day! =)

new blog :)

2007-02-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

i have a new blog!
yehey. haha got the idea from cara, and because the old one was being read by certain people. :) this is actually my secret account, just deleted my previous posts. :)

i've been sooo busy for the past few days. the only break was last week because it was the university week. it wasn't that fun or anything because there were still classes going on during the fair. of course it's understandable since la salle couldn't afford having no classes due to the trimester system, but still. haha :) we really need a real break. school's really taking up most of my time. been going to places, different houses just to do school work. i've been to pinky's and elmo's house a couple of times a week, it's like we all live in one place already.

valentine's was half okay, half not. boys are just too dense. of course girls want to feel special/important during that day, right cara? haha. anyway, watched the holiday on feb.13 and music and lyrics on feb.14 with pinky and carlo. we love movies.

speaking of, i really need money. anything just to have money. i'm not being greedy, it's for our business. our start-up capital would most probably be 50k-80k and we're only 5 in the group. that's even better than the other groups, because i know one group and their capital would sum up to 200k. haha after i graduate i would have no more money for a real business.

*****
i'm really missing high school. everything about high school. i miss its simplicity. i'm constantly thinking and comparing my "problems" today and when i was in high school, and i laugh everytime i remember cause it was really so shallow. it scares me to know how much i've grown. it scares me more to know that i would be graduating in a couple of months or years. i think i don't want to be on my own yet, to be fully responsible for everything i do. but i guess we all just have to accept what's in front of us.

*****
very random post. a lot of things are going through my mind.

XVII (I do not love you...)

2007-02-25T15:54:00.000+08:00

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.